i’ve been doing so much soul searching lately. i’ve finally decided on a few things. i am officially an eclectic pagan. wow, even to write that just felt.. right. i’ve told my family and friends about my polyamorous practicing. i’ve told caitlin that i want her to be my primary partner. i’m so happy that i’ve finally told her. as hard as the distance is, i know we can make it work if we were to enter into a relationship. my life is so amazing right now. best of all, my six nephews and niece are healthy and perfect.
you are just more than i imagined. blood of my blood, flesh of my flesh. until the end of time, i’ll never lose faith in you. the heroism you pertain and the strength you possess. you’ll forever be my hero, you’ll forever be my angel, you’ll forever be the best man i’ve ever come to love. i never forgot you, not even for a moment. my brother, my blood, my life. i’ll never stop loving you. just being in your presence sends me into a some-what wild euphoric state of conciousness. i’ve never had anyone have as much power over me, as you. you mean more to me than you’ll ever comprehend. i will love you forever, i promise you.